Tuesday, August 28
Soulmate
Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
*****
What is a soulmate..
If heart changes and mind fickles..
If contradictions hold and principles sway
If promises are empty..
irony @
5:56 AM
Thursday, August 23
How do you feel when you only wanted a keen listening ear but was misread to be petty and paranoia strickened?
How do you feel when the people dear to you are excited over certain occasions, occasions that rendered you to be insginificant and unwanted?
How do you feel when someone close to you is impressed by people whom you know are hypocritical and ulterior motived?
How do you feel when you sensed that someone feels threatened by you?
How do you feel when people do not understand where you are coming from?
How do you feel when inferior complexity strikes?
Perhaps with great expectations come great disappointment..
I ought to have known that long ago and guard myself against it..
I did, and tried to expect lesser but I still fall..
For that moment in time, I felt close to the gang..
Yet again, I was wrong..
I'm just a bloody nobody who doesnt feel important at all..
Knowing too much isnt healthy at all, so does knowing nothing makes you feel any better?
Perhaps I'm expecting too much again..
I cannot stand variations
I cannot stand contradictions..
Convince me otherwise because if I'm convinced, my heart will start to learn to vary..
*****
Did not sleep well again for the upteenth time..
Can you fathom the parasitical effect of pulling yourself off from the bed every mornin?
irony @
11:49 AM
Wednesday, August 22
Caught the Man Utd match against Man City
Man Utd lost..!
(Pun intended)
It seems to me that they cant find their key players (the double Rs) on the field, hence the ball flew all over the place but never to the goal post..
Quite frustrating though..
This is the first Man Utd match I watched this season.
And discovered some interesting facts..
Tuning in, I suddenly saw Schmeichel's back on the pitch..??!
Then as the camera turned its angle to the grandstand, I saw Schmeichel in the audience???!
For a split second, I thought Schmeichel was back in the world of football..
The Schmeichel on the pitch actually looked more like a kid-er version of Peter Schmeicher..
He was the 20 year old son of the legendary goalkeeper..
Kasper Schmeichel
Undoubtedly, one could imagine the amount of stress and expectations on this kid..
With a legendary dad who once played incredibly well for Man Utd, he is now with Man City playing against Man Utd, his 4th game since his debut for this season..
And btw, Peter Schmeichel's last few years of football were with Man City, seemed like his son continued his glory for him..
Uh, cant help it, loved Peter Schmeichel..
And I sure sound like one ESPN journalist here..
Then I saw another weird face in the midst of all Englishmen..
And I thought he was Japanese..
The commentator said he signs the cheque for the players of Man City..
Then dear told me he was Thaksin????!
The once very infamous Thai Prime Minister??
He bought over an English Football Club and that was Man City..?!?!!
Was wondering how many times the Thai currency has to be converted to buy over an English football club..
Weird..
irony @
6:58 AM
Monday, August 13
Sun with Moon
Situated at a fairly far corner away from the escalator for patrons who entered Wheelock Place from the front.
I was actually pondering whether to take the long escalator or the short one..
Taking the short one, I ended up detouring to the third storey..
Was quite surprised to see Tiang Keng and Anthony..
Took me sometime to recognise my dear trainers back at IRAS..
Tiang Keng had on her red rimmed specs, Anthony slimmed down a lot..
I must say our dear hostess really did a good job..
Inside a restaurant, the menu is always the first to be automatically fiddled with the minute the butt touches the seats..
The main courses are nothing phenomenal..
Just that the plus point boils down to nothing similar to Jap food in Sakae, Genki or even Fiesta..
And and the real bomb were the desserts..
Before we even ordered the main courses, we were eyeing greedily at the sweet temptations..
They had this Birdcage Tofu Cheese cake that made everyone awe and amused.. Moreover, the cheese cake was sooo delicate to the stomach..
Then my fav was the Green Tea Tiramitsu, a must try for people who have a phobia for extremely sweet stuff..
Since we were spoilt for choices and could not decide, we created a mini dessert gelare..
After desserts, we occupied the table for another 3 hours plus to which we downed around 6 to 7 cups of hot powdery green tea..
Catching up with old times, laughing and idle chatting..
And I was still quite amazed by Mo See..
How did she manage to sleep at 10 without fail every night??
Btw, we kept her till 10 plus that night..
*Kekekeke*
Let's hope we will not have to wait for another 6 years before we meet again..
Hint for Mo See..
irony @
1:58 AM
Saturday, August 11
It was Lynne san's last day..
A wholesome 4 years of toil for her finally ended on Friday..
Borrowed her for a while in her midst of never ending pile of papers for some cam shots..
Really gonna miss her =(
*****
After work, it was straight down to Ngee Ann City..
We havent been to town for a long time..
Central was the first to catch our eye for dinner because it was queueless..
Gee it's good to be able to knock off at 5pm daily..
But the soon-to-be-in-place new policy is taking place in Oct -,-
Well, the food there arent really Hong Kong style..
But have to give credit for the atmosphere..
The choices we made absolutely paid tribute to the our taste buds..
To obtain maximum sensual provocation of the tongue, we came out with our very own sequential dining..
Hahaha that is to eat according to the numbers stated above..
1 for black pepper gravy over fragrant fish fillet rice (salty and slightly tangy spicy)
2 for the sweet translusent rice rolls dipped in XO and peanut sauce (sweet reminiscence)
3 for the crispy on the outside and tender on the inside carrot cake dipped in their specialty Hong Kong style chilli padi sauce (hot hot)
4 the neutralising pork floss sandwiched between deftly and thinly cut tofu slices
(resetting the taste buds for the whole cycle)
Well the cycle begins again..
*****
After dinner, it was time to head down to the private launch of the new Mitsubishi EX..
A nicely timed launch amidst the many soon-to-be-obsolete sedans' designs and models..
A very unique facelift..
Okie, I admit I'm pro-Mitsubishi cos of him..
But the design is really nice wor..
Then then, as we stepped into the launch, we realised what the mystery car is..
There had been this treasure hunt for a mystery car let loose by a radical car group known only as the "Mystery Car Group"..
Spotted with a radio deejay, the public is required to take a nice picture of the car with the deejay in it..
Kekekeke not a bad gimmick though..
Actually quite glad that this is a casual event..
Aint cut out to attend more classy events..
I dont mind these events, just that I lacked the necessary etiquette..
And I still love my tee and jeans..
Oooh simply loved the white EX..
Dear said the picture of the engine is very tempting lo..
Mivec Engine, paddle shifts for the auto models, curvacous new spoiler, 18 inch rims, cruise control, max speed 200km/h, horse power of 155 for the 2.0 GT Version..
The official site:
irony @
3:30 PM
Wednesday, August 1
Back's piercing me..
Cant move freely, felt so paralysed..
I simply dont know what happened..
Those late night crunches? The relapse of my previous fall when I passed out? Bad sleeping posture?
Was quite taken aback when the doctor says she wants to give me 3 days MC =X
She's not sure what happened too..
Hmmm..
No more jogging for the next few days =(
*****
Sensing a major but a good change out there somewhere soon..
Not much of an adapting character when it comes to major changes, aint I..?
Yes, I'm not..
It's disturbing though, very in fact, riding through this emotional roller coaster..
I'm weak emotionally..
Already numbed and uncertain when the change has not even taken place, how am I to survive the big one?
Venturing into the unknown is downright abhorrent and unnerving..
What will come of the future I really know naught..
A blurrred vision into the horizon..
Have to admit that I'm somewhat too dependent on the status quo..
But for his sake, I hope everything goes well for him..
Honestly, am terribly guilty of big words without actions these days
Been resisting metamorphosis unyieldingly..
It's time to enbrace changes gracefully..
irony @
1:35 PM
